A bit of a nerdy way to start off this post, with a Terminator reference, but as I’ve been muling things over in my mind… trying to work through some conflicts… it seems more and more fitting. (Stick with me here, I’m making a point… )

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“Ideas are quite often evil constructs of the mind… by evil. I mean little sadistic things that keep clinging on, annoying you. Sure, you may try to distract yourself with some activity… work might do it. But ideas are persistent… so ultimately you have to face them… well… either that… ooor… escapism hoooo!!!!!”

And sometimes… Ideas grow like a cancer… 

♥ Jessi ♥

“You are mine to treat in any way I so desire.”

“Yes mistress.”

“Now, you will find me to be quite possessive of my playthings… so I think I will just take you with me. After all, you belong to me!”

“Yes…my lo…”

Someday… 

♥ Jessi ♥

So I’ve noticed I have a few new followers and I just wanted to take the time to say and thank you for following me! ^_^/

I also want to say thank you to those of you who have continued to follow me, even with my frequent periods of inconsistency and not posting lol 

♥ Jessi ♥

“What’s wrong with me? Oh yes, dear reader… you must be realizing that I was freaking out… A small chat… and all of my resolve was shaken. No… overwhelmed would be closer to the truth. A damn emotional tide… guilt… anxiety… fear of the future… all pressed on me…”

Gawd damn, I’m loving this web comic. I identify with Lisa so damn much. Her character resonates so deeply with me and in these panels she pretty much sums up my own feelings over the last few days. One small chat… and I’m overwhelmed with my own emotional tide of similar reasons. 

♥ Jessi ♥

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Finally! A pic that doesn’t depict the taller girl as assertive just because her height. I’m usually the tallest in ever relationship I find myself in and I am pretty submissive. 

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In my heart… in my thoughts… like the menacing roll of thunder on the horizon building as a Cat VI hurricane approaches, winds alone leveling everything in it’s wake. 

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Clover and I ♥ (ugh… horrible pictures of me… )

♥ Jessi ♥

darth-misandry:

cuteosphere:

♥ BB GUN : MAGIC EYE GIRLFRIEND ♥

…i didn’t cry drawing it…

I cry every time I read this

So accurate. It’s so hard to see myself the way my girlfriend and friends see me when I feel like everyone else sees a joke.

Listening to Digitally Imported while working on two reports, a powerpoint presentation, analyzing data from research I was running in the rat lab, studying for a Exam tomorrow, and finals start next week… glob I hate these glasses. I got them for free when I was in the Army… but… they are horrid… guess that’s what you get when it’s for free… and from the Army. *sigh* Back to work? 

NO!

My semicolon is purple for Boston as well as the Semicolon Project. I’ve struggled with anorexia, depression, gender dysphoria, anxiety, suicide attempts and hospitalizations following them. I still struggle with all these, but my story is NOT over yet. Yours isn’t either.

A semicolon represents a sentence that an author could have ended but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.

This is my story…. jsumire.tumblr.com/about

I’ve wanted this for so many years…. But I’ve finally found her. ♥

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My thoughts and emotions.

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Yep…

Anatomy & Physiology Final covering the Nervous System and the Endocrine System tomorrow?

Watching the old 90’s Spawn Animated series from HBO instead of studying…